Me and my kingdom?

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So, as a christian, would you like to be known as the guy who likes to put himself first?

As I read 3 John, I could sense the frown on the brow of the wise apostle John, around 80 years old by this time, he must have mentored numerous church leaders.

He bluntly points out the way in which Diotrephes hampers the work of the kingdom: he talks wicked nonsense against those in authority in the church, he refuses to show hospitality to travelling evangelists, and acts harshly against those who want to welcome these brothers into the church and possibly their homes.

The bottomline is this – he likes to put himself first.

It is really easy to fall into the trap of putting ourselves first.  When we get angry, when we insist we are right and someone else is wrong, when we feel our rights have been violated, when we feel entitled, when we feel we’ve been treated unfairly, when we don’t get our way.  When we prefer to speak rather than listen.  When we treat others unkindly. When we feel, talk or act in rebellion.  When we push to get our point accross at all cost. Even when we feel sorry for ourselves – it is really pride in a different garment.

God names rebellion in the same breath as withcraft and idolatry – it means the same thing: we sit squarely on the throne of our lives in obstinate contrast to allowing God to be King.  We like putting ourselves first.

John continues to explain that acting like Diotrephes is an evil not to be imitated, and that those who do evil have not seen God. So they are deceiving themselves and others.

Sometimes I listen to how people talk and find it hard to try and reconcile it with how they live and act. Because actions do speak louder than words. Diotrephes seems to have a leadership position in the church, and yet, his actions do not speak of someone who knows, loves and follows God.

In contrast to this, John confirms the good reputation that Demetrius has built up.  And interestingly he connects what people know about Demetrius with the truth. His words and actions are clearly reinforcing his good character as a true follower of Christ.

The same is said of Gaius in the beginning of this letter – his fellow christians gave a good testimony of him and John commends him on “walking in the truth”. In other words, there is a clear correlation between what he confesses and how he acts and lives.

Gaius shows their visitors hospitality and love.

He also obviously has a teachable spirit as John uses the opportunity of this letter to give him further pointers to show practical love and support to these workers in God’s field: “You will do well to send them on their journey in a manner worthy of God…”

So, the question to ponder when reading 3 John is: who are you really?  Are you living a lie – pretending to love God and others, but really putting yourself first, or are you walking the self-sacrificing path of the truth in Christ?

Anyone can learn church language.  The true test is not whether we say the right things, but whether we do the right things – walking the truth in love.

The true test is whether you like to put others first.

May my words be few and my actions speak of the love of God.

by Lise Oosthuizen

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